To have known how i felt about you, would surely extract a burst of emotions
A year of my time spent loving someone with so much devotion
Though i never told you how i truly felt because you wouldn't allow it
Loving someone in chains has proven my heart so tragic
You told me from the start what it was
And i was down for whatever just because
Then my heart grew fonder and you never pushed me away
You kept on sexually loving me and pushing your heart away
Deceit, Lies, Persuasion and Lust were the story of our lives
I loved and you liked, as you could easily say goodbye
A living soul came and left for you but it left a scar with me
Now your negligence of my heart and feelings just hurts me
I spend nights crying and sulking
But my days are worse,
As i envision your face, every moment and how happy i thought we were
A lover and a friend hell i thought i struck gold
But i recieved less as your heart grew even more cold
I'm stuck with not even you to blame
I blame myself for all my hurt and grievious pain
These weeks without contact have proven the hardest
As I go on day by day and see how much you don't care, proves my heart so honest
How could i be that easy to be forgotten as i thought i was a jewel
To never be enough for you makes me look like a damn fool
I pour my insecurites and heartache out on this page
Because this is where i wanna leave you, never to return again
I forgive myself and i forgive you
But this scar you left will never be removed
~Intimately MalissaRenee~
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